Artist: Omnisoul Lyrics
Song: Save Your Life Lyrics

Waiting

Haven’t you had enough of my brain
It’s on the table I’ve got no more to say
If I bore you get out of my way
This one’s for you
So cut me a break cause I can’t wait
I’m the same I was when we first met
And now I feel you’re pulling away
So just give me the word
And I’ll leave today

But if you want me to I’ll be the one for you
Maybe I can save your life
At times you’ve hated me, ain’t that how love should be
So just let me save your life

There’s a line formed you can’t see
I’ve been waiting you give nothing for free
But there’s a yearning it’s deep and calm
And time has burnt me

So cut me a break cause I can’t wait
I’m the same I was when we first met
And now I feel you’re pulling away
So just give me the word
And I’ll leave today
Yes I’ll leave today

But if you want me to I’ll be the one for you
Maybe I can save your life
At times you’ve hated me, ain’t that how love should be
So just let me save your life

Don’t you know me
I’m helpless without you
I watched you sleep so I could dream of you

If you want me to I’ll be the one for you
Maybe I…
At times you’ve hated me, ain’t that how love should be
So just let me save your life

*i'll save yours even if i can't save mine*

why so sad?! it seems so ironic that i have to deal with this alone. yes, i do have friends, but saying this to them would really make a big fuss out of this. i'm sick and tired of complaining, and yet, i can't do anything. last night, i was thinking of calling some friends..but i can't force myself to dial their numbers 'coz i know that if i say anything to them, it would just bother them and it would just make them feel worse. sila rin may problema..

i don't want to be selfish or anything. college is REALLY different and hard.. but this is reality. this is LIFE. no matter how hard it is, i'll still keep going.

 

i hope God could hear my prayers..

 

And i do know that He listens, I just have to wait for the time that He'll answer my prayers.

And ria, if you can read this, i'm missin' you so bad.

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i'm so loving this song!!

for you.. haha

waaah.. i took two days off. i haven't been studying coz i'm not feeling well!! fudge!! i want to cry! and the reason? go figure!! actually, i don't know why!! i'm very upset!! roar.. char, is that you?! haha.. ha.. aha!! i want to do something productive but i can't!! PLease God, help me.. please??

haha.. free internet.. sulitin ang tuition fee at ang magandang library!

uaap na!! woohhoo!! go ej! haha.. cheer nyo c ej, wawa naman kundi, patay!!

fudge..ano bang dapat isulat? hmm.. college for me is something you should really put all your efforts to. hard? not yet..but it keeps me doing a lot of things. i miss my highschool friends, i hate it when i think of the days that i wasn't with them. scary din ung thought na after this, i would really have to face the real world. andaming iniisip, andaming ginagawa. pero i won't give up.. i've already given up a lot of times, but not this time. i'm serious about this, i have to be. i'm eighteen. my gosh..am i that old? and i need to change my attitude on stressing too much!! extremes kasi eh.. and m so moody nowadays.. why?! i don't know. but i really appreciate it that i only walk for me to be able to go to school. it is very convenient!! trust me.. no hassle! speaking of things to do, i still have to review for 3 subjects. itpc, theo and bot. plus i have to cut 5 articles for botany and right short responses for the article, make a speechabout froebel, read the second selection for eng 105 and research about our lessons. advance study.. wow, i'm so going to be a nerd!! haha no.. not really. i have to study about phist pa pla! tsk.. so i really have to concentrate on evrything i do!! so i could do it FAST!! haha.. but i would really love it if i could talk to to some of my friends. i really miss them. well, have to go. still need to attend mass..

I am truly blessed. Now I can see that He has really given me another chance. After, four months of being disillusioned. He gave me another chance to see. If He didn’t give me another chance to see, I may not have been so happy for the last four months of my life. I never asked why, but neither did I ask what was the purpose of that certain tragedy in my life. I thought I was really going to be blind. When the doctor said that it was possible that the thing inside my eye could make a hole in it, it made me froze because I was afraid. I was really scared. But everybody prayed for me. Every little prayer whispered to Him was heard. I know a lot of my friends prayed for me, but a certain person or persons really made all the difference. When I heard the good deed that she had done, I cried. I was overwhelmed. I didn’t expect that someone would care so much for me. I am really thankful that my left eye is still with me. HahahaJ But I hate myself for not being able to see what the real purpose of that chapter in my life. I know that He has a reason, but I still don’t know what it is. I hope I’ll be able to know soon. I do, and I know that He’ll show me somehow. Thank YOU!! …and in fairness to him<not HIM> he did stand by me and loved me with all his heart. He showed me that he did care too. And I thank him for that. But we all have to move on.. Another journal entry I say? J

ang weird!! anlabo.. haai. grr.. i dunno what to do. i can't remember the song i heard dun sa "joan of arcadia" and i dunno the title of the movie that i've juts watched. ung movie ni dakota and brittany.. urgh!  

   

 

Friends? Friendships?! Define friendship. Can you? I can’t. Well, somehow, it’s more important than “THE RELATIONSHIP”. The relationship when you are committed with a guy that you think that you are in love with. It is different. Friends, you’ll always have. Boyfriends, I hate to say this, but they give you stress and all that. It’s hard to maintain a commitment with a guy whom you say you are in love with, rather having friends. When you have friends, you have fewer quarrels and more fun. But the unlikable side of it is that you can’t have someone special. They all are friends. Just friends. And I think I am ready for just friends. I’m young, and I want to find myself first before going into that kind of relationship. Yes, you can’t stop yourself from falling in love, but having focus on your life would make you understand that there a lot of things that you need to do before going interested in having a boyfriend.