a new chapter of my life

I am truly blessed. Now I can see that He has really given me another chance. After, four months of being disillusioned. He gave me another chance to see. If He didn’t give me another chance to see, I may not have been so happy for the last four months of my life. I never asked why, but neither did I ask what was the purpose of that certain tragedy in my life. I thought I was really going to be blind. When the doctor said that it was possible that the thing inside my eye could make a hole in it, it made me froze because I was afraid. I was really scared. But everybody prayed for me. Every little prayer whispered to Him was heard. I know a lot of my friends prayed for me, but a certain person or persons really made all the difference. When I heard the good deed that she had done, I cried. I was overwhelmed. I didn’t expect that someone would care so much for me. I am really thankful that my left eye is still with me. HahahaJ But I hate myself for not being able to see what the real purpose of that chapter in my life. I know that He has a reason, but I still don’t know what it is. I hope I’ll be able to know soon. I do, and I know that He’ll show me somehow. Thank YOU!! …and in fairness to him<not HIM> he did stand by me and loved me with all his heart. He showed me that he did care too. And I thank him for that. But we all have to move on.. Another journal entry I say? J